ever had one of those really freaky dream-nightmare things? like, it oesnt relate to reality in any way whatsoever so you're just left wondering 'dude, wtf where'd that come from'?
i woke up from this dream-nightmare thing over and over but when i'd finally fall back to sleep for a while i'd just be back in the same nightmare thing.
okay, sooooo i'm gonna give a full out account of this really weird dream-nightmare on here, cuz anthony's at school and jilli's prolly asleep and there's no one else that i text that i'd tell about it and hey maybe some random dream expert will read this and tell me my future or something, haha.
mmkay, so i was in my house, which did not resemble my actual house or any house i've ever been in, and i had a mother, father, and two sisters, just like in reality but i've never seen the dream family in real life, idk where they came from, but dream-me seemed to be familiar with the whole thing so w/e. anyway, i was the middle child and we had a lil white dog and my sisters decided 'hey, let's rent a scary movie!'...apparently we'd all seen previews for this made-up dream movie, and we watched it, and i don't remember it really. soooo skip past that ------> my whole dream fam was getting ready for bed and there's this knock at the door, and so, muttering something about it being midnight, my oldest sister answers the door to this little old lady that looks really sweet. i couldnt hear the conversation, but apparently the lady had asked for directions and then thanked her and left. so then my 'oldest sister' says g'night and everyone's aslp around three or four in the morning and there's a scream from the garage. my dream-rents then came behind me to the garage and my dream-mom was holding my lil dream sis (okay, saying dream-____ is annyoing, so i'm gonna stop that now) and i open the garage door and there's blood everywhere and my older sis is dead and there're paper towels everwhere & the door to the garage is cracked. then my dream skipped ahead for some reason----> it's the day after my older sis's funeral and my fam's in the kitchen staring above the fridge and my lil sis is crying when i walk in. i pick her up and she points to the spot they're all staring at, and i give my mother a 'wtf' look and she says in this super paranoid tone 'paper towels are dangerous. i don't want them near my family. so they're to remain up there, within reach but safely away.' so i'm left with my lil sis, who's four or five with cookie dough all over her hands, and i'm trying to reach the paper towels, which proves to be impossible. okay, so then the dream does that skippy thing again----> and there's a knock at the door, this time followed by the ringing of the doorbell. my little sister runs to the door and answers it like she's not supposed to, and i come behind her and pick her up and the old lady--the same one that my older sister ad given directions to-- speaks to my little sister, asking her if she's seen a little white dog. my little sister then starts on about how our dog looks just like the one in the lady's picture and then i say something about it being late (it was around midnight) and my sister needing to go to bed and apologize, saying that we havent seen her dog. the lady then smiles at my little sister and leaves and i'm kinda freaked out and i tuck my little sister in and go to bed myself. about three or four in the morning, i here her crying and yelling my name, so i get up and go to her room. but she's not in her bed and her bed's perfectly made. she's stil crying so i go check the bathroom, empty, then my parent's room, and they get up and say they can't hear any crying and ask if everything's okay. i tell them i can't find my little sister and i check the garage ten the living room and everywhere else, then finally i return to her room and notice something curled up on the floor at the end of the hallway. i call my rents to the hallway and get down by my little sister and she's just collapsed and cold like she'd been dead for a while. then i notice the blood everwhere and there's some water by her head so i pick her body up and the water's coming from her mouth and she has her blanket next to her and i start screaming at no one and think of the old lady and then guess what? dream skip time---> it's the day after my little sister's funeral and i notice this dripping sound and i go to the end of the hallway and look up, and, right above where my little sister had been, there's a crack that water's leaking from. i tell my father but he refuses to go the the hallway and so i put a bucket under it. so then later, around midnight, there's a single knock at the door. i go to answer it and it's the same old lady and she claims she's having car trouble a few blocks away. so i'm thinking 'then why'd she come here and why didnt she stop at a closer house and call someone' and so i apologize and tell her that it's late and there's a corner store at the end of the street that she can call from. she just smiles and nods, then leaves. then at around, you guessed it, three or four, i hear footsteps in the hallyway. they stop outside my room and i stay still a while but there's no sounds. i get up and open my bedroom door, but there's no one. so i go to my parent's room but stop because standing outside of the door is the little old lady, just standing still. i go a few steps closer and she turns around, looks at me, then steps aside as if to allow entry to the room. so i ask her what she's doing and she just smiles and says "sorry for your loss, dear" and walks to the kitchen. then i go into tmy rents' room and wake them up and say that there's a lady in the house and my father says he knows bc she came an hour ago and aid she's having car trouble and he said she could stay on the couch till morning. i'm like 'wtf' than i think 'oh my god this is just like the movie' and so, having no clue what to do, i go to the kitchen and, stupidly, ask the lady (who's facing the sink, looking sideways up at the paper towels) if she'd like something to drink. she turns to me, smiling, and instead of answering she tells me that we have a leak in the hallway. "i know" i say, and she nods and smiles and turns back to the paper towels. i ask her if she needs a paper towel, and she says "no thank you. i hear it's a painful way to die." and i'm like 'huh?' but before i say anything she turns back to me and asks me if i miss my sisters. taken by surprise i say 'of course i do' and she just does that nod & smile thing again and stands there staring at me. the next thing i know my vision blurs and when it clears a few seconds later i'm staring at my mother & father and my father's bent over my mother who's covered in blood and there're paper towels around her and my father looks lost and sees me and says "she and your sister always were alike" and i'm about to say something but all of a sudden the room tilts and my father's slouched over and dead and there's water all orund he & my moter and i turn and run from the room and there's the old lady smiling sweetly from the kitchen doorway but her smile's turned sickening and i can't breathe and i turn back and start for the door to the garage but then that's locked and i can't get any doors or windows open so i grabthis vase from the dining room and break a window with it but then there's a hand on my neck and it pulls me back and i cry and manage to say something like 'why are you doing this' and she says in this sweet voice: "Your sister gave me the wrong directions." And then i feel this sharp pain in my neck and it's all black. i guess i woke up after that, but everything was so real, freaked me out. i just kinda pulled my covers tight and curled up after that, went back to sleep and had another really weird nightmare that i won't start on.+
I'd understand if i had just watched a hooror film or something before i fell asleep, but i haven't watched on in a while. the last movie i watched was A Walk to Remember and that was a few nights ago. The closest thing to horror films i've gotten recently was when i was discussing horror films w/ anthony a few nights ago, but we didnt even talk about the actual movies. so wtf, where'd that dream even come from? haha, idk, but as stupid asd it sounds it was actually a really scary dream, which is weird, bc horror films don't even really scare me. idk, just weird, and sooooo, dream experts, anything?
oh, hey, i should get to the music....i'm supposed to be getting music together for my sister's graduation party thing...i'm really tempted to just fill a couple of cds with really heavy rock and screamo and yeah...but she's into softer things and country and as amusing as that would probably be, i'd be the only one amused by it so i'll get started on finding the songs on the list and see what else i can come up with.